It’s tonight. After my rant (mostly that ugly cry that happens where I can’t speak and the pitch of my
voice sounds are bird like) my mom decided to schedule some time where we get it out. She & my brother are coming over here – because she was worried about us being in public.
It sounds worse than it is. I think I’ll cry. Well, I’m sure I’ll cry. I assume my brother won’t have many words but if I can see his face, I’ll know what he’s feeling. My mom actually has an “agenda” so I guess there won’t be time for awkward silence.
Wish me luck. Wish me strength.
And I also wanted to thank you. – for all your thoughts, emails & even phone calls. I’ve never experienced anything like this and I don’t know anyone else who has either. Your advice means a lot to me and reminds me to keep an open mind and be thoughtful about the feelings of those I love so much.